Merintih

hmmm..well i don't know why...i'm always merintih too much..but still i never do that towards my parent...
but i do became sulky oftenly...yes i'm sensitive...
am i being too ungrateful 4 what i'm having now??...masyaAllah..how could i..
i had a kakak agkt...not mention her...when i'm always merintih to her...she suddenly feel furious about me....
what if i have no one to "merintih" to...
one day..my friend said to me that he having the same !@#$ ...then he told me a story..one time his friend told him..in malay "nta nie sllu mrintih kat ana..nta p'nh x mrntih kat Allah"
ya Allah..i'd thought about that too..
I was so far from you....ya Allah...plz...forgive me....4 what i've done...
from now on...
"RINTIHANKU HANYA UNTUKMU"...

Am I being too childish??

hmmm..walla!!...day after day.....i'll try to be mature and more mature... even if we realize or not we learnt everyday... sometimes i'm always thinking.."am i being too childish?"...the words that over and over penetrating my mind...yes i do know another word that can describe me eventhough i really hate that "word" since when i'm in school ,forget it..hmm and then sometimes i'm over sensitive..juz like kids....lately there are something that always keep bothering my mind...so i try to fight those feeling...don't want this small matter bother my thinking...but keep this in ur mind that sometimes this small things as tiny as a grain sand that can affect our life...right?? agree with me?? haha...never mind..going abroad mean so much 4me,n my family...Allah had chosen me to go there..even i'm always thinking that i'm not capable with..well insyaAllah i can do it.....there's a lot to learn out there...yeah go syahmi!!!!!!...
chaiyok!!
LOOK AT ME AFTER 5 YEARS
pglmn mmtgkn kita
the point is i don't want to be childish..
BUT i want to be childish..
sure u all confuse
make it simple...
i want to be myself..
")

Never-ending Cairo - القاهرة

which means "the triumphant", is the capital and largest city of Egypt. It is the Arab World's largest and Africa's most populous city. While Al-Qahirah is the official name of the city, in Egyptian Arabic it is called by the dialect's name for the country, Masr. (Egypt's first Arab capital, Fustat, was known as Misr al-Fustat, "City of the Tents".)

Cairo was founded by the Fatimid caliphs as a royal enclosure. It replaced Fustat as the seat of the government. It later came under the Mamluks, was ruled by the Ottomans 1517 to 1798, and briefly occupied by Napoleon. Muhammad Ali of Egypt made Cairo the capital of his independent empire from 1805 to 1882, after which the British took control of it until Egypt attained independence in 1922.

Cairo has a mix of historical and modern cultural sights. This includes the Pyramids, the Hanging Church, Saladin's Citadel, the Virgin Mary's Tree, the Sphinx, and Heliopolis, Al-Azhar, the Mosque of Amr ibn al-A'as, Saqqara, the Cairo Tower, and the Old City. Cairo is nicknamed "The City of A Thousand Minarets".

The Cairenes call the city Umm ad-Dunya - 'the mother of the world'. And boy, it is something else ...