Merintih

hmmm..well i don't know why...i'm always merintih too much..but still i never do that towards my parent...
but i do became sulky oftenly...yes i'm sensitive...
am i being too ungrateful 4 what i'm having now??...masyaAllah..how could i..
i had a kakak agkt...not mention her...when i'm always merintih to her...she suddenly feel furious about me....
what if i have no one to "merintih" to...
one day..my friend said to me that he having the same !@#$ ...then he told me a story..one time his friend told him..in malay "nta nie sllu mrintih kat ana..nta p'nh x mrntih kat Allah"
ya Allah..i'd thought about that too..
I was so far from you....ya Allah...plz...forgive me....4 what i've done...
from now on...
"RINTIHANKU HANYA UNTUKMU"...